18.3.2011

LUCIFER.

Eheh, long time no see ><
Well, I'm back! And my dear beloved friend B bought me Pokemon black, and according to the game, I've been playing 42, almost 43h. Yeaaah, I've been busy alright. Krhm.

V and I will be going downtown soon, the bus leaves at 6:50PM and we'll come back... whenever we want and whenever we'll call a taxi. Fuck yeah.

I'm going to buy stuff for L and C, I was going to yesterday, but the bookshop was closed. Hopefully it's open today. It better be. I'll be sending my lovelies the package whenever I feel like I've bought them enough stuff.

I want to buy flowers :'D then I'll keep them alive until the summer, yay! V must get some, too, I'm in such a spring mood it's not even real.














4.2.2011

Alive and well.


Yeah, I haven't been online in quite a while. As you can see, I'm not dead or anything. I'm perfectly fine and I'm happy again.

I'll be all alone at the dorm for the entire weekend, as everyone else is heading home, including V. This calls for loud music, books, exercise, movies, pokemon and best of all;


26.1.2011

Pieces of my life #1


Okay, so I thought I'd start writing a little bit about my life. Only little pieces in different posts, which are coming up whenever I feel like it.

I was born 06.07.1993, meaning my 18th birthday is finally coming up this summer! 6 and 7 has for obvious reasons always been my lucky numbers, but so has 9 and 2, 9 has no certain reason, but 2 is because I'm lame enough to think of love. You do the math.

I have three brothers and one sister. They are all older than me, the youngest being 25. I have never actually had any serious arguments with any of them, and I think I'm lucky. At some point I wanted younger siblings, but I've come to realize that it's a lot more fun to be the youngest.

Now mentioning where I was born, which happens to be Sweden. I won't tell what city, but close to the capital, Stockholm, anyway. I was bullied in my younger age, and being as sensitive as I am, it really left deep wounds in me, but they eventually healed. I had good friends back then, unfortunately I haven't been in touch with them too actively. I remember hating my entire class back then, and waking up to go to school each morning was really hard.

When I was 12 and finally got out of 6th grade, we moved to my mother's hometown Ivalo, Finland. Both my parents are Finnish, and they both moved to Sweden at some point due to their jobs.

Two of my brothers stayed there, and one already lived in Finland. He's the oldest one, and practically the one who I'm the closest with, he lives in Oulu, which is only 80km away from my current location.

My sister lives in Tenerife, Spain. I haven't seen her in a long time due to this, but hopefully I will go visit her some time soon. I look up to her as she has great language skills, and I hope to one day speak as many languages fluently as she does.

So how could've it been for a 12-year-old self-esteem lacking kid to move to an entire new country? A lot better than I thought it would. I had been to Ivalo quite many times during the summer holidays, to visit relatives and such.

I had two friends in my class to begin with, and I knew them from before, so it wasn't such a big deal to go to a new school. I hated the class I was in up 'till 9th grade, and I'm actually happy I got rid of them. In a small town like Ivalo, there's a whole bunch of jerks. I could say 90% of them are self-centered bitches, and I'm glad I don't live there at the moment.

Yeah, I've moved away. I study Traveling & Tourism in a school 600km away in a place called Pudasjärvi. Same kinds of losers here, too, but I'm quite happy. I live at the school dormitory, sharing my room with my best friend, V.

That's about it for this time, just a brief introduction. I will go through friends, family etc. in different posts.

Stay tuned!

Secret #4
I hate and love myself. Mostly love, everyone should love themselves. You can't love anyone else if you don't love yourself first.

24.1.2011

Words I thought I could never speak.





And now, happier than I have been in a very, very long time, I'm off to sleep. Good night, world, thanks for being AWESOME.


Secret #3
I'm happy♥

Drowning in you.



I wish you were water. I could just turn on the tap and you'd be here. You'd cover 70% of the planet, you'd practically be anywhere I'd go. You'd even pour down from the sky sometimes.

But if you were water, you'd only slip through my fingers.

22.1.2011

Come on show them what you're worth.

I'm back!

The trip was great, and luckily I didn't even spend as much money as I thought I would. I bought a WWF Panda coffee cup, a red t-shirt with white prints, a sleeveless gray cardigan, a snake ring, a best friends -necklace for me and V, three scarfs (yeah, I know. I'm a disaster); one with different shades of green and blue, a red one♥ and also a scarf shaped as a pencil. Yeah. I bought it 'cause 1) It was cool! D8<>

I can't really recall if I bought anything else, I'll edit if I realize I did.

I basically had the best meal I have ever had this weekend. At least it felt like it. Perfect is not enough to cover it up. V and I had dinner @ Hai Long, which is definitely my favourite restaurant of all times. Everyone there are so nice and since I've been there so often, they even remember me, yay!

I'm freezing my ass off btw, it's so cold at our dorm it's not even funny. Hrrr.