Words I thought I could never speak.

And now, happier than I have been in a very, very long time, I'm off to sleep. Good night, world, thanks for being AWESOME.

Secret #3

I'm happy♥

Drowning in you.

I wish you were water. I could just turn on the tap and you'd be here. You'd cover 70% of the planet, you'd practically be anywhere I'd go. You'd even pour down from the sky sometimes.

But if you were water, you'd only slip through my fingers.

Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink.

What's the problem, baby?

Something pretty♥

Suddenly I catch myself, going through those times we shared.

Replay, replay, replay.

Over and over and over again.

It never stops. Is it the world, or am I the one spinning around?

Words that were meant to be unspoken...

Once again, you crawled underneath my skin, tore it open and let me breathe again. Lots of uneasily spoken words, trembling and courage issues, and the pretty things flew right out.

Memories close in mind. Close at heart. That tree we passed each time, I still remember.

"I will remember this tree, we pass it everyday. From now on when I see this tree, I'll remember this time, these days, these wonderful moments"

Why do I think of that tree, all of a sudden? Why do these memories, like photographs, flutter around, wildly inside my head? When did it start? When does it end?

Feelings coming back to me, like the boomerang that got lost in the wind. It's back, it's here, it's now.

What to do, tangle onto the words you spoke, or the ones you yet left unspoken? Temporarily clueless, beyond oblivious.

Now, I just miss you.

I see your true colours.

This honestly reminds me of a certain person in my life. It makes me smile, I wished everything would have ended just like that, instead of like they really did. But I'm quite happy now I guess. I just miss her, that's all.