There is this girl. This very, very pretty girl. She always makes me smile, no matter what she does. Every time I hear her voice, her bubbly laughter... My heart melts. Deep within my heart, I have a special spot for her. There she sits on a pedestal, where she belongs. She has a crown, and is treated like a queen. That is what she deserves.
She is my friend. My dear, beloved friend.
I do not lie, when I say she has the prettiest eyes I have ever seen. They lit up when she smiles, they almost sparkle. The sun can't shine the way she does when she is happy. All clouds disappear when I'm with her.
My dear friend.
She doesn't know just how important she is to me. Or maybe she does? I certainly hope so.
Some days, when I feel lonely, and maybe even sad, I crawl up in bed with my NDS and play all day long. Pokemon will always remind me of her. Those days, I think of the moments we've shared over at her dad's house... Watching old Pokemon episodes, playing Pokemon Soul silver and Heart gold, talking about Pokemon and even drawing Pokemon. We might as well be the biggest geeks, but who gives a shit about that? We always have so much fun.
It always makes me happy, thinking about those days. We'd cook food, hang out in our PJ's all day, curtains closed not to be bothered by the sunlight and the boring world outside. It's nice to run away from real life just like that, concentrating on the more important things in life. Such as our friendship.
I love how hugging her from behind makes her smile so much. It's cute.
But unfortunately, no one is perfect. And she has flaws as well, flaws I truly wish she didn't have. She happens to be ill. It breaks my heart to see her in pain, and I can't help but to sigh and look down to the ground when she has to take those stupid pills.
If I could get one wish to come true for her, it would be for her to be healthy. I despise some people who underestimates good health. You should be happy if you are. And I really hope that one day she will be, too. She deserves it.
As I'm writing, she is sitting at a hospital with her mother. I'm not quite sure how long she has been there, but I gave her a call yesterday, just to see how she's doing. As usual, she sounded happy, which almost made me cry. I had been worrying about her like crazy, and I felt so relieved when I heard her voice again... And she kept telling me she'd be alright.
I can't wait to see her again. I want to wrap my arms around her and tell her she's beautiful, for probably the millionth time, but who cares? She is, so why not say it out loud?
School ends next week, yet it seems like it's taking forever for the holiday to come. I just want to get out of here, I want to go home. Even though dorm life is quite nice, I really wish I could get away for a while, to see my family and my friends, those who I love.
I'll see her next Saturday. My great friend. We're having a Christmas party at her father's house. That one place, where we all can get away from the world outside. I already know that night will be perfect. Candlelights, tea, friends and Christmas carols playing. We'll watch movies, decorate the Christmas tree... It'll be so much fun! It will probably be the best Christmas ever.
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