Future plans and rose petals.

Yeah, it's that time of the year again. 2010 is coming to its end, and 2011 is coming around the corner.

2011 is here too soon. Sure, I'm excited about the future and wish the days could pass by faster, but... I don't know. New year's eve won't be the way I want it to be this year. It's sad, but I'm slowly getting over it. I'll try to make the best of it.

Tomorrow I'll most likely be kicked out of bed around 10AM, I'll take a shower and then help my mother, she's making raspberry pie! Nom nom nom.

I hope my parents won't drink tomorrow, as it is a hell I have been living with since I can remember. If they do, though, I will stay up all night and read some books, perhaps watch a movie or two and then play some Pokemon.

I must thank M for lending me her copy of Crime and punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky, I haven't read much of it yet, only a couple of chapters, maybe three or four? But I already feel like it's something I'll grow to like. A lot.

Oh, oh, oh! L named her Diamond starter pokemon after me. But she chose Turtwig, and I hate it with a passion. I'm not entirely sure how and when my hate towards that pokemon appeared, I'm not even sure what it is that bothers me so much about it. Its first form is ok I suppose, but the next two evolved forms... ><;;

I threatened L by telling her I'd name a pokemon I don't like at all after her, and treat it badly and show it no affection at all, so she promised she'd rename Turtwig and look for a cooler pokemon to name after me.

Haha, I know... This is as lame as it gets, but I love pokemon! And I take it dead seriously!

I'm predicting the next few posts will be about Pokemon...

All I want for Christmas is you.

Prince not so Charming wishes you all a very, very happy Christmas! My Christmas eve has been really good, and I only ended up in front of the computer because I had to upload some photos from my camera. Yay.

I got lots and lots of presents this year. Bracelets, a necklace, lots of clothes, which of course includes my mother's yearly PJ presents, which this year turned out to be pink! Now, who is surprised?

I also got two pairs of shoes! I love them so much, thanks mum and dad♥

I won't list up everything, it'd take way too long, and nobody would really read it anyway.

I got up early today, as usual. Around 9AM, I watched Mulan on TV, and some Christmas movies♥ The food was amazing, nom nom nom! I'm thinking about saving the fish from the fridge, I need something to eat >) hehe.

Don't really have much more to say. 'Cept that I love Laura ;) ♥

Christmas party @ M's house.

Hello, and Merry Christmas! ...Well, it might not be Christmas yet, but I'm at a Christmas party, and my dear group of friends is here, two of them haven't arrived yet though, but in a couple of hours, we're all here, together at last.

B is cooking, M just got us some popcorns, A is running around like crazy, and I decided to update while I've got some time. R is coming within an hour and A2 is coming along sometime later. The Christmas presents are on the couch in the living room. There are so many and they are so pretty and colourful...♥

Now I've got some coke with plenty of ice, ah, heaven.

Oh, one thing definitely worth mentioning; M GOT ME CIGARETTES♥ Love you, girl. I'm so happy!

Now I'll go have some fun. See ya!

Today, I will...

- Clean my dormroom
- Pack my bags

Nothing more. I might, might get online later (I'm at the computer labs at the moment), but I don't really feel like doing that, though. I'd rather just relax after I'm done cleaning and all, maybe playing Pokemon Diamond, now as I finally got used to the fact I can't really find ones I really, really like... They are a bit too... cute? Oh well, catch ya later!

and no one cares for the future.

I've got news for you.

Wait, what just happened?

Friend's ' till the end.

You guys make miracles happen.

When?

Sleeping beauty?

I see your true colours.

This honestly reminds me of a certain person in my life. It makes me smile, I wished everything would have ended just like that, instead of like they really did. But I'm quite happy now I guess. I just miss her, that's all.

Free like a bird.

We are one.

Pretty girl so far away, promise to be alright?

There is this girl. This very, very pretty girl. She always makes me smile, no matter what she does. Every time I hear her voice, her bubbly laughter... My heart melts. Deep within my heart, I have a special spot for her. There she sits on a pedestal, where she belongs. She has a crown, and is treated like a queen. That is what she deserves.

She is my friend. My dear, beloved friend.

I do not lie, when I say she has the prettiest eyes I have ever seen. They lit up when she smiles, they almost sparkle. The sun can't shine the way she does when she is happy. All clouds disappear when I'm with her.

My dear friend.

She doesn't know just how important she is to me. Or maybe she does? I certainly hope so.

Some days, when I feel lonely, and maybe even sad, I crawl up in bed with my NDS and play all day long. Pokemon will always remind me of her. Those days, I think of the moments we've shared over at her dad's house... Watching old Pokemon episodes, playing Pokemon Soul silver and Heart gold, talking about Pokemon and even drawing Pokemon. We might as well be the biggest geeks, but who gives a shit about that? We always have so much fun.

It always makes me happy, thinking about those days. We'd cook food, hang out in our PJ's all day, curtains closed not to be bothered by the sunlight and the boring world outside. It's nice to run away from real life just like that, concentrating on the more important things in life. Such as our friendship.

I love how hugging her from behind makes her smile so much. It's cute.

But unfortunately, no one is perfect. And she has flaws as well, flaws I truly wish she didn't have. She happens to be ill. It breaks my heart to see her in pain, and I can't help but to sigh and look down to the ground when she has to take those stupid pills.

If I could get one wish to come true for her, it would be for her to be healthy. I despise some people who underestimates good health. You should be happy if you are. And I really hope that one day she will be, too. She deserves it.

As I'm writing, she is sitting at a hospital with her mother. I'm not quite sure how long she has been there, but I gave her a call yesterday, just to see how she's doing. As usual, she sounded happy, which almost made me cry. I had been worrying about her like crazy, and I felt so relieved when I heard her voice again... And she kept telling me she'd be alright.

I can't wait to see her again. I want to wrap my arms around her and tell her she's beautiful, for probably the millionth time, but who cares? She is, so why not say it out loud?

School ends next week, yet it seems like it's taking forever for the holiday to come. I just want to get out of here, I want to go home. Even though dorm life is quite nice, I really wish I could get away for a while, to see my family and my friends, those who I love.

I'll see her next Saturday. My great friend. We're having a Christmas party at her father's house. That one place, where we all can get away from the world outside. I already know that night will be perfect. Candlelights, tea, friends and Christmas carols playing. We'll watch movies, decorate the Christmas tree... It'll be so much fun! It will probably be the best Christmas ever.

Birth of a killer.

Mr. Ripley's Enchanted books

Darren Shan needs to win the book cover wars 2010, and his loyal Shansters will make it happen. There is no way in hell we'd let an unpublished book about puppies win, right?

I have never been a big fan of werewolves, really... And their cover is too flashy for my taste. It could have Robert Pattinson on it, and I couldn't really see the difference! They get points for not sparkling, though.

I'll go get back to voting now ;)

Turn off the lights, hush and sleep.

May I ask you for a dance, beautiful?

I might as well refer to a first post as a first dance. Prince charming comes along, bows his head and reaches out for your hand, and soon you're on the dance floor, spinning round and round and round... Petals sweeping between your feet on the ballroom floor, classic music played by someone you don't even know, yet it will be the song you will always remember him by.

I am Prince not so Charming. Nice to meet you. Right now, I have a killer headache, a high fever and am tired as hell, which means I will be going to bed in an hour or two.